Direct from the affectionately-named nighttime nightmare pocket dimension.
'If 3 AM were a person' – someone, once.
life cheated us all and i'm full of angst (2020) – Suffering, thanatophobia, tolerating / being profoundly in love with life.
forming real human connections? sounds fake but ok (2019) – I struggle with vulnerability. As a separate issue, I'm also often lonely. Hm... weird.