Direct from the affectionately-named nighttime nightmare pocket dimension.  'If 3 AM were a person' – someone, once.

Making things is hard. Not making them is harder.

i could write my magnum opus or i could simply go to bed (2021)


I struggle with vulnerability. As a separate issue, I'm often lonely. Hm . . . weird.

forming real human connections? sounds fake but ok (2019)


Suffering, thanatophobia, at once tolerating / being profoundly in love with life.

life cheated us all and i'm full of angst (2020)