Direct from the affectionately-named nighttime nightmare pocket dimension.

'If 3 AM were a person' – someone, once.


i could write my magnum opus or i could simply go to bed (2021) – Making things is hard. Not making them is harder.

life cheated us all and i'm full of angst (2020) – Suffering, thanatophobia, at once tolerating / being profoundly in love with life.

forming real human connections? sounds fake but ok (2019) – I struggle with vulnerability. As a separate issue, I'm also often lonely. Hm... weird.