direct from the affectionately-named nighttime nightmare pocket dimension. 'if 3 am were a person'.

life cheated us all and i'm full of angst (2020) - Suffering, thanatophobia, tolerating / being profoundly in love with life.

Forming real human connections? sounds fake but ok (2019) - I struggle with vulnerability. as a separate issue, i'm also often lonely. hm... weird.